So, it’s Sunday, I’ve had a relaxing day – I slept in, had a mocha, enjoyed a satisfying if not particularly healthy breakfast, and I blocked my ex on social media.
Not because I hate him, I don’t hate him, but because I kept seeing his name pop up and it would stab me in the heart a little bit, and I do not need to be able to stalk my ex on the internet.
Sometimes it’s necessary to cut someone out of your life entirely so that you can both heal, grow, and move on.
I want that for us. I want us to be healthy and mature apart from each other.
And it just hurts too much right now to have him be so inaccessibly accessible in my life.
In other news, the rest of my life is going okay. There are definitely hurdles, everyone has problems…but I actually got a full night of sleep last night, and I think I might be able to do something good with my life and maybe live for others a bit.
Anyway, I hope you are all doing well, and that you have the strength when you need it to make the decisions that will help you be the best version of yourself that you can be…Even if the decision seems as trite as not having access to a certain person on social media.
Love and prayers for you all, dear readers.
Happy almost All Saints Day.