I deleted the other online dating account too! Right after I stalked the profile of someone who viewed my profile.
It’s all so creepy. I mean, maybe it’s not creepy for most people, but it just encourages my more stalkerish tendencies.
I mean, I already write love songs about guys, I don’t have to learn everything I know about them on the internet too…
Also, I think I have a tendency to over share with people when I write things.
When I speak I keep my words to a minimum. I don’t like talking. I sometimes trip over words. I talk really fast. I don’t say a lot. I think about what I say for long periods before I say it, and often I think about saying something for so long that sometimes I think I’ve said something aloud that I’ve only thought over in my mind again and again. I’m strange.
With writing, however, I say one thing, and then I figure I can say something else, and I kind of just…don’t stop.
But this is mostly just the case around new people and guys I have crushes on. I don’t talk to you in person, and then I chat up a storm on the internet.
I’m a nerd.
So, I deleted every online dating account. All two of them. Gone forever. Except I can reactivate them or create new ones with the click of a button and a cleverly worded introduction. But I’m not. NO. Totally not happening.
I will maintain control…and I will talk to people in person. Work on my people skills. Work on talking to the guys I like in person.
It will happen.
And someday…in the future…I will write a post, and it will contain something sane and happy about a relationship, and the relationship will consist of more than my hopes and dreams and will include a guy who I actually like who actually likes me, and some note about us spending quality time together and not solely communicating via technology…That may sound like a lot of qualifiers, but it WILL HAPPEN! Someday.